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Disappearing Act

by The Alex French Revolution

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1.
If I could step inside the painting on your wall If I could read you like a memoir If I could see beneath your teethbones or look through you like a ghost One day your paintings all will fade Even brushstrokes show their age The canvas yellows like a bookpage and your teeth will do the same A faceless man clasps his hands in a cornfield Yellow-faced aliens gather for a meal There's a color-spotted cave on the wall above the stairs This is where we spent most of our time together I never got to know her well but I spent plenty of days in the world that she built For a limited time, you can wear no disguises Even if you're dying, you don't have to despise it
2.
Gone to lead some secret life, Invisible, she runs outside With no footprints, evidence, reason why Nowhere to go, nowhere to hide And I don't know what to tell ya I don't know what to say, 'cause it don't look good And I don't know how to say this I don't know what it is, 'cause it don't make sense No one says they've seen her since Both far and wide, the search runs dry But she's still levitating in my mind She'll live in there until we die And I don't know what to tell ya I don't know what to say, 'cause it don't look good And I don't know how to say this I don't know what it is, 'cause it don't make sense
3.
Feelin' It 03:23
You're so morose, overdose Hits too close to home for most Fist is closed, bloody nose Feet lift up and start to float Sunday comes and Sunday goes Keeps you on your toes, y'know? Dozing off and sleeping in Living in a coffin No more light, no more sound Put your body in the ground Are you feelin' it now? I don't wanna go home You never leave me alone, alone I don't wanna go home You never pick up the phone Seems no matter where I go Seems no matter what I do I am never at home with you I am never at home No more light, no more sound Put your body in the ground Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now? Are you feelin' it now?
4.
Dreamsong 03:44
I had a dream and you died in it I woke up in a cold sweat, my whole face was wet Why do I always come down so hard? I always come down so hard I had a dream that you lived in my head We spoke through telepathy across from the bed Why are you always so close and so far? You're always so close and so far So close and so far But in my dreams You're next to me In my dreams But in my dreams You're next to me In my dreams I had a dream we were executed Our heads rolled together into the ocean You just won't let me get too far away You won't let me get too far away I had a dream you were alive again I woke up in a cold sweat, my whole face was wet Why do I always come up so far? I always come up so far I always come up so far But in my dreams You're next to me In my dreams But in my dreams You're next to me In my dreams I had a dream and you died in it You take me up with a look You bring me down in a moment
5.
I wish I could disappear As whispers in my lover's ear But someone is always watching from mid-air He's not here or there, but floating in-between And so, I hide away in you My secrets live and die on the inside And so, I'll run away in you Even if it's no use, we've got to try You are the only one I never want to run from I know that no matter where I go You're the only one who knows me And so, I hide away in you My secrets live and die on the inside And so, I'll run away in you Even if it's no use, we've got to try Nowhere to go, nowhere to go now Where nobody knows, nobody knows now The only place I tell the truth Is when I hide away in you And so, I hide away in you My secrets live and die on the inside And so, I'll run away in you Even if it's no use...
6.
Home isn't, home isn't anywhere to go The streetlight above me went out I'm asleep in a bed that I've slept in before But I couldn't tell you where I am now You know what to do if you're afraid of the dark or alone on the bad side of town But no one I know has got any advice For when you're lost in yard The spirit I was born with is slipping away More of it gone with every person and place All that was everywhere, every single day Was still supposed to be here You know what to do if you're afraid of the dark or alone on the bad side of town But no one I know has got any advice For when you're lost in the yard All those smiling skeletons sing it for me I hear it from their graves down the street Join in, join in they say Join in and you won't miss a thing
7.
Gravestone smasher Gravestone smasher Do you know the day your mother came to life? Gravestone smasher Destroy the winter 1899 The one the child did not survive Erase the mistakes the past has made Erase, erase, erase If there is no time nor date nor place Then happily, it never happened Gravestone smasher If they never lived they never had to die Gravestone smasher A sledgehammer through the epitaphs And obituary paragraphs Erase the mistakes the past has made Erase, erase, erase If there is no time nor date nor place Then happily, it never happened Erase the mistakes the past has made Erase, erase, erase If there is no time nor date nor place It happily, happily, never happened Gravestone smasher
8.
Guilt 03:39
Stammering and drunk, Heart hammering and stuck in place, I could try to explain, instead I stutter in your face And I make a big scene Then I spend the whole night cryin' 'cause I've always felt this way Unable to let go of things that I cannot change And what's done has been done, and will be done again And there's nothing I can do it seems I would tell you that I love you, but that's not the truth I just can't let something bad ever happen to you I can't let something bad ever happen to you, again My heart has been broken before, My head has been empty, my feelings ignored But nothing has ever gone deeper so far Than that one sinking feeling, that night with no stars I see your smiling face, full of forgiveness and grace But will it ever be enough to pull me out of this place? That's way down, deeper now, all the way down In the dark? I would tell you that I love you, but that's not the whole truth I just can't let something bad ever happen to you I can't let something bad ever happen to you, again Then I spend the next day cryin' 'cause I've always felt this way Unable to let go of things that I cannot change And if there's anything, anything in the world I could change Please don't be afraid to tell me I would tell you that I love you, and that's not untrue I just can't let something bad ever happen to you I can't let something bad ever happen to you, again
9.
You look familiar You look like someone I don't recognize completely I look at you I hear your name repeated I see your smile in my best friend's I hear your voice in Queen's Greatest Hits I thought I saw you at the grocery store That one stung a little bit You're a once in a lifetime event And we shared the stage for some of it And though our time has come to an end Perhaps we'll meet again I wish you wouldn't always be so young I wish that you'd still play the drums You know it's hard for me to move on In a world without Nebraska Prom
10.
And it's not that hard to find Portraits, logos, and number signs Robert Smith and Siouxsie Sioux and in between them, me and you Wes Wallace on the sound And we will watch the moon fall down For now the whole world's fate depends On a disco ball's slow spin We are seventeen I've never seen you like this before Black lipstick smudged all over Every Friday, Classic Numbers We are seventeen I've never seen you like this before Black lipstick smudged all over Every Friday, Classic Numbers You know I've always been the type Who must dance all through the night And for as long as I am alive I'll try, I'll try, I'll try When the world begins to end We will run out with our friends You never know it's your last chance So we dance and we dance and we dance and we dance We are seventeen I've never seen you like this before Black lipstick smudged all over Every Friday, Classic Numbers We are seventeen I've never seen you like this before Black lipstick smudged all over Every Friday, Classic Numbers

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This is my first album and it comes from a very heartfelt place. I hope you enjoy listening to it!

The song 'Vanishing Point' is dedicated to the memory of Virginia Lubka.

Disappearing Act is dedicated to the memory of Nolan Heermann.

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released October 27, 2023

Alex French - guitars, bass, drum machine programming, vocals, and production
Ethan 'The Electric E.E.L.' Lindholm - drums on tracks 1-3, 7, backing vocals on track 3
Adam Brown - lead vocals on track 7, synthesizers on tracks 4, 5, 8, and 10, backing vocals on track 3
Max Windsor - production and electronics on track 9
Nebraska Prom - sample on track 9
Makenzie Creden - album artwork

Special thanks to all listed above, as well as Mom and Dad, Lauren and Christian, Ashley, Gabbo, the members of Night Watch, the members of Blues Dream, Miguel, Lui, Lauren H., Emily, Ava, Heath, and Ben, as well as to the staff and patrons of the now-defunct Howling Mutt Brewery. I could never thank you enough.

Extra-special thanks to Peyton Aston and Charlie Cisneros for bringing these songs to life on stage!

All songs written by Alex French except track 9, written by Alex French and Max Windsor

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